Restless Nafs Syndrome: A state of spiritual and emotional agitation rooted in the soul’s unmet need for meaning, purpose, connection, and inner truth.
This book is written for every wife who loves deeply yet feels unseen. It is crafted for every husband who carries his silence with strength, uncertain how to voice his vulnerablities. It speaks to those who mourn a version of themselves they left behind. It will resonate with couples navigating the path from emotional disappointment to spiritual hope.
At its heart, this story is about the dissonance of hearts. It explores the beauty of marriage in Islam: the raw, sacred intimacy that requires truth, mercy, forgiveness, and presence. It gives a name to the restlessness that roams wild and rampant and roars within our souls. The story traces the emotional distance in a marriage and what it takes to draw two hearts close enough to leave no room for pacing.
Below are six core themes I have tried to capture. As I turn the pages in my writing, more narrative threads may emerge. I would love for you to return to this space and stay connected as the book develops.
Core Themes
Emotional Restlessness
The inner turmoil we face when our hearts feel unsettled, searching for meaning, peace, and direction in life’s busy-ness.
Disconnected Relationships
The quiet drifting that can happen when people live together, bound by routine and duty, yet emotionally distant and yearning for connection.
Faith & Spiritual Awakening
The ongoing journey of grappling with doubt, hope, and renewal as we seek deeper understanding and solace through faith.
The Weight of Sacrifice
The complex balance of giving to others (family and community) while feeling the cost on our own spirit and identity.
Past & Secrets
How past experiences, regrets, or secrets can shape our present selves and challenge our growth.
Resilience & Healing
The courage it takes to face inner struggles, reclaim a sense of self, and move towards hope and wholeness.